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“Where are your folks?” Adam Mackenzie asked the twin boys standing in front of him.
“We don’t talk to strangers,” they replied.
“Well, this stranger wants to let your parents know what mischief you were up to.”
A screen door slammed, reverberating through the quiet Oklahoma afternoon. Adam knew he was in big trouble. She stomped toward him, brown hair lifting in the breeze. Faded jeans and a T-shirt, her face devoid of makeup and he was suddenly sixteen again.
He let out a breath and remembered why he was here. And he remembered to be angry about his car and everything else that was out of his control.
“What’s going on here?” She came to a stop behind the boys.
“Your dog was in the road, and the boys were close to getting run over.”
“I’m really sorry about that.” She gathered her sons close, in a tight-knit huddle.
“It’s okay. I just wouldn’t want them to get hurt.”
“You’re right, of course. I’m Jenna Cameron.” She held out a small hand. “Welcome to Dawson.”
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BRENDA MINTON
started creating stories to entertain herself during hour-long rides on the school bus. In high school she wrote romance novels to entertain her friends. The dream grew and so did her aspirations to become an author. She started with notebooks, handwritten manuscripts and characters that refused to go away until their stories were told. Eventually she put away the pen and paper and got down to business with the computer. The journey took a few years, with some encouragement and rejection along the way—as well as a lot of stubbornness on her part. In 2006, her dream to write for the Steeple Hill Love Inspired line came true.
Brenda lives in the rural Ozarks with her husband, three kids and an abundance of cats and dogs. She enjoys a chaotic life that she wouldn’t trade for anything—except, on occasion, a beach house in Texas. You can stop by and visit at her Web site, www.brendaminton.net.
Jenna’s Cowboy Hero
Brenda Minton
In his heart a man plans his course,
but the Lord determines his steps.
—Proverbs 16:9
This book is dedicated to all of the people
who keep climbing mountains and to those
who want to climb mountains.
To my family for putting up with me.
To my friends who keep answering the phone.
(Haven’t you learned your lesson?)
To Janet and Melissa, for the continued support
and encouragement.
Contents
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Questions for Discussion
Chapter One
“What do you mean, there’s no money in the account?” Adam Mackenzie shouted into his cell phone.
His manager, Will, sighed from five hundred miles away. “The money is gone, Adam. Fortunately, a lot of the work on the camp has already been done.”
Adam gripped the steering wheel a little tighter and went through the list of reasons why this wasn’t the worst thing that could have happened to him. He had been through worse things.
The most important thing to remember: the camp wouldn’t be his problem for very long. But how could the money be gone? He’d given his cousin Billy more than enough to build the camp.
“What happened to the money?” Adam leaned and flicked his gaze to the left, looking for a road that he was starting to question the existence of. Not one Internet map had directions for Camp Hope on the outskirts of Dawson, Oklahoma, population fifty.
For the last few miles, since he’d left the main highway, he’d seen nothing but fields of grazing cattle, a few small oil wells, and a smattering of aging farmhouses.
Will cleared his throat, the way he did when he didn’t want to give the answer.
“What do you mean, what happened?” Will said, avoiding the answer. Adam came close to smiling, because he knew his agent that well, and he liked him that much.
“You know what I mean.” Adam slowed when something moved into the road a short distance ahead. “Where did my money go?”
“It looks like Billy took a few trips, bought a car for his girlfriend and lost a big chunk of cash in Vegas.” Will paused at the end of the list. “I really am sorry about this.”
“It was my money.” Adam wanted to yell but he didn’t—this time. It wouldn’t do any good to lose his temper. But it sure would have felt good.
He’d learned from experience that giving in to what feels good can get a person into a lot of trouble. He’d learned from the experience of losing contracts, being pushed off on other teams and having his face on tabloids. He’d learned that he didn’t have a lot of real friends.
“I know it was your money. And now it’s your camp,” Will said with conviction and probably a smile, judging by his tone.
“I get that. But no way is this my camp, or my problem. I’m trying to rebuild my reputation so that the Sports Network sees the new me, not the old me, when I interview for the sportscaster job. That’s my problem, Will. The last thing I need is the responsibility of a camp and a bunch of kids.”
“Sorry, Adam, the camp is now your problem.”
“Of course it is.”
Billy had lied. Like so many other people had lied. People liked to use him. Adam’s family used him. Women used him. Billy had used him.
He reminded himself of one important fact. Will, his manager for the last few years, had never used him. He had never lied.
“What am I going to do with this place?” Adam asked as he reached to flip the visor and block the setting Oklahoma sun.
Before Will could answer, something at the side of the road caught Adam’s attention. A dog. Don’t move, dog. Don’t make this day worse. Worse happened to be two kids holding the leash attached to the dog. Two small boys wearing shorts, and T-shirts. Adam honked the horn. The dog looked up, but continued to back into the road, away from the boys who stood in the ditch.
“This can’t be happening. Gotta go, Will.” He slammed on the brakes.
The car veered and Adam held tightly to the wheel, trying to see where the kids had disappeared to. The car spun and then jolted, slinging him to the side as it came to rest against a tree with a thud.
His brand-new car. The thought barely registered when he heard the whoosh of the air bags. Other words slipped through his mind. And he still didn’t know if he’d hit those kids or their dog.
His phone rang. He pushed at the air bag and freed himself from his seat belt. The phone rang again. Will’s ring tone. Adam lifted it to his ear as he leaned against the headrest, waiting for his heart to stop hammering against his chest.
“I’m fine, Will.”
“Do I need to call 911 for you?”
“Like I could give directions to this place. Talk about…”
“No such thing as Godforsaken, buddy.”
Adam groaned as he pushed past the pain in his shoulder. “Save the sermon for my funeral. I have to make sure these kids are okay.”
“Kids?”
“There were two kids out here. I swerved to keep from hitting them and their dog.”
He pushed at his driver’s side door. It wouldn’t open. Will was still on the other end, asking questions.
“I can’t get out of my car.”
“I can call for help.” Will sounded a little too amused. “Doesn’t that car have one of those fancy talking computers that asks if you need assistance?”
“I had it disconnected. I don’t need a bossy female asking me if I’m lost or need assistance. I’ll call you later.”
He pushed and then kicked the passenger’s side door. It opened and he climbed out of the car, stumbling as his feet hit the ditch. Thorns from a wild rosebush caught his arms and sleeves. He untangled himself and waded through tall weeds to reach the road.
The boys were standing at the edge of a gravel drive. The dog, a black-and-white border collie, sat next to them, tongue hanging out and ears perked. They watched him, eyes big and feet moving nervously—like they were getting ready to run for their lives.
He probably looked like a giant coming up out of that ditch. Especially to two little boys.
“What are you boys doing by the road?” He glanced up the drive to the old farmhouse not two hundred feet away. The house was old, but remodeled, the white siding wasn’t green with moss, and the windows gleamed.
The boys shifted in front of him, tugging on the dog’s leash, keeping it close to their side.
“Our dog needs to learn to walk on a leash,” the heftier of the two boys, obviously twins, answered. They weren’t identical, but they were close.
“Well, that dog won’t do you any good if you get her hit, or get yourselves hit.” He spoke as softly as he could, but it still came out in a growl. They had scared ten years off his life.
He stood at the edge of the road, thinking he should march them up to the house and let the parents know what they’d been up to.
Or he could leave and forget it all.
A glance over his shoulder and he knew he wouldn’t be driving away, not in the car that was lodged against a tree, two tires flat.
He’d had some bad days of late. This one took the cake. He didn’t even like cake.
“Our dog’s a him,” the bigger boy muttered, his gray eyes wide, not looking away. “Are you a giant?”
“No, I’m not a giant. Where are your folks?” Adam eyed the smaller boy, the one with the thumb in his mouth. The kid was shaking. Adam took a deep breath and lowered his voice. “And what are your names?”
The bigger twin started to answer. The little one nudged his brother with a bony elbow that prompted him to say, “We don’t talk to strangers.”
Both boys nodded and the bigger twin chewed on his bottom lip, obviously wanting to break the no-talking-to-strangers rule. Adam wanted to laugh, and that took him by surprise.
“Well, this stranger wants to let your parents know what you were up to.”
A screen door slammed, reverberating through the quiet of an Oklahoma afternoon. He glanced toward the house and knew he was in big, big trouble, because he didn’t have the skills for dealing with mad wet hens. She came off the front porch and stomped toward him, brown hair with streaks of blond, bouncing, lifting in the soft breeze. Faded jeans and a T-shirt, her face devoid of makeup, and he was suddenly sixteen again.
He let out a breath and remembered who he was and why he was here. And he remembered to be angry about his car and everything else that was out of his control.
“What’s going on here?” She came to a stop behind the boys, her accent an Oklahoma drawl, half Southern belle and half redneck woman. She was pretty, but looked like a scrapper, like she wouldn’t be afraid to come at him if he messed with her or the boys.
And the dog was growling now.
“Your dog was in the road, and the boys were pretty d—”
She raised a hand and her eyes flashed fire. “Watch it.”
“Your boys were close to getting run over, and you’re worried about my language?”
“Yes, sir, I am.”
“Great, total insanity.”
“Only partial.” She smiled. Huge brown eyes lit with golden flecks caught and held his gaze. She took a few more careful steps and he realized that she wasn’t much bigger than her two boys. Five feet nothing, and he felt like a giant towering over her.
Adam stamped down the desire to ask her name. He pushed aside old habits that had gotten him into more trouble than he could handle. More gossip than real trouble, but to the world, it might as well be true.
“I’m really sorry about the boys, and the dog.” She had rounded up all three and they gathered close, in a tight-knit huddle at the side of the road.
“It’s okay. I just wouldn’t want them to get hurt.”
“You’re right, of course. I’m Jenna Cameron.” She held out a small hand with pink-painted nails. “Welcome to Dawson.”
“Yeah, thank you. I’m looking for a half-finished summer camp.”
“You sound happy about that.”
“Real happy.” Because he never expected to lose his cousin, and he hadn’t expected the camp to be unfinished. He pulled the directions out of his pocket and read them off to her. “Do you have any idea where that is?”
She stepped to the edge of the road and pointed. Three hundred feet ahead, on the other side of the road and barely visible due to shrubs and grass, was a gravel drive. “That’s your place.”
“You’ve got to be kidding.” He took a step closer to her and the dog snarled, raising an upper lip in a pretty convincing warning. Adam backed away.
“Sorry, he’s my guard dog.” Her hand rested on the dog’s head. “I’m afraid I don’t reprimand him for doing his job.”
“No need, as long as he doesn’t bite me.” He didn’t want to add dog bite to the things that had gone wrong today. He looked at the overgrown drive and the address on the crumpled paper in his hand. “Are you sure that’s it?”
It was a cow pasture dotted with trees. He couldn’t see much of the property because trees lined the fence row that ran parallel to the road.
“That’s it. Earlier this summer they were working up there, until…well, anyway, they built a barn and a dorm. They even hauled in a single-wide mobile home.”
“At least he did that.”
“So, you’re the owner.”
“I’m the lucky guy.” He shoved the paper back into his pocket and walked back to his car. She followed, slower, taking it easy over the rocks. The boys and the dog remained at the edge of the road, all three looking at him like he might be public enemy number one.
He was used to that look, more used to the look than to kids. He had made a careful choice not to date women with kids. Or at least he’d had that policy since Morgan.
“You’re probably going to need help getting your car out of that ditch.” She walked closer, eyeing the car. She smelled like soap and peaches, not Chanel.
“I don’t think this car is going anywhere anytime soon.”
“I can give you the number of the local garage,” she offered, looking up at him. “They can tow it for you.”
“Are you going to pay the tow bill, seeing as it was your kids who caused the wreck?”
“If you insist.”
“No, I don’t insist. Forget it.” He glanced back at the boys and the dog. “They’re cute.”
“Thank you, Mr. Mackenzie, and I really am sorry.” She bit down on her bottom lip and averted her gaze back to his car.
He didn’t know what to say. She knew him, which meant that even here he couldn’t find anonymity. And it wouldn’t be long before his family knew that he was back in Oklahoma.
Jenna looked away from the pale blue eyes of the man towering over her. She’d get a crick in her neck if she kept looking up at the six-and-a-half-foot giant, whom she knew well from watching football with the guys in her unit. His face was all smooth planes beneath a sandy-brown goatee, and when he smiled, there was something about it that changed his eyes, making her think a light was hiding inside his heart. It was a kind of shy smile, almost humble, but powerful.
Maybe it wasn’t real. It could be a part of his lady-killer image. As an optimist she liked to think that it was something else. It was the real person hiding inside the public image, hidden by tabloid stories of models and actresses.
She’d like to know the real Big Mac Mackenzie.
But of course, she wouldn’t. Getting to know a man wasn’t on her five-year plan. Or her fifteen-year plan. She would get her boys and walk back up the drive to her house, away from the temptation to ask him questions about his life and why he was here now.
He had finished checking out the wrecked car and walked back to her, shaking his head.
“Is it bad?” She was mentally calculating what a car like that would cost, and how much the repairs would cost her.
“No, I don’t think so. Two tires are blown, and there’s a good dent in the driver’s side door.”
“Do you want the number for the garage?”
“I guess I have to.” He pulled a cell phone out of his pocket.
“Sorry, you’ll have to come up to the house for the number.” Jenna gathered the boys and looked back over her shoulder.
He was standing in the road, looking unsure, like this was all some malicious trap on her part. He looked like a giant, but he looked lost and a little vulnerable. She shook off the thought that compared him with David, her smallest twin, after he’d had a bad dream.
Big Mac Mackenzie wasn’t a lost child. He was a grown man standing in the road wearing faded jeans, a loose white shirt with the top three buttons undone and a black cowboy hat firmly in place.
“Are you coming?” She waited. “I’ll get you a Band-Aid for the cut on your head.”
He finally nodded, let out a sigh and took long-legged strides that soon put him next to them. And then he walked slower, keeping pace with them as they made their way up the drive to the house.
Horses whinnied from the barn, reminding Jenna that it was feeding time. She glanced in that direction, thinking of work that needed to be done, and how she’d rather be sitting on the front porch with her leg up and a glass of iced tea on the table next to her.
She loved her front porch with the ivy and clematis vines climbing the posts, drawing in bees and butterflies. She loved the scent of wild roses in the spring. Like now, caught on the breeze, the scent was sweet and brought back memories.
Some good, some bad.
“What are your names?” Adam Mackenzie asked the boys, his deep voice a little scary. Jenna gave a light squeeze to their hands to encourage them.
“Timmy.” The bigger of her two boys, always a little more curious, a little more brave, spoke first. “And we don’t talk to strangers.”
He also liked to mimic.
“Timmy, mind your manners,” Jenna warned, smiling down at him.
“Of course you don’t, and that’s good.” Adam Mackenzie turned his attention to the smaller of her two boys. “And what about you, cowboy?”
“I’m David.” He didn’t suck his thumb. Instead he pulled his left hand free from hers and shoved his hands into his pockets. He looked up at the tall, giant of a man walking next to him. “And we have a big uncle named Clint.”
A baritone chuckle and Adam made eye contact with Jenna. She smiled, because that light was in his eyes. It hadn’t been a trick of the camera, or her imagination. She had to explain what David had meant to be a threatening comment about her brother. Leave it to the boys to think they all needed to be protected from a stranger.
“My brother lives down the road a piece.”
“Clint Cameron?” Adam’s gaze drifted away from her to the ramp at the side of the porch. Her brother had put the ramp in before she came home from the hospital last fall.
“Yes, Clint Cameron. You know him?”
“We played against each other back in high school. What’s he doing now?”
“Raising bucking bulls with his wife. They travel a lot.”
Jenna grabbed the handrail and walked up the steps, her boys and Adam Mackenzie a few steps behind, watching her. The boys knew the reason for her slow, cautious climb. She imagined Adam wondering at her odd approach to steps. In the six months since she’d been home, she’d grown used to people wondering and to questioning looks. Now it was more about her, and about raising the boys. She was too busy with life to worry about what other people were thinking about her.
It hadn’t always been that way. Times past, she worried a lot about what people thought.
She opened the front door, and he reached and pushed it back, holding it for them to enter. She slid past him, the boys in front of her.
“Do you want tea?” She glanced over her shoulder as she crossed the living room, seeing all of the things that could make him ask questions about her life. If he looked.
He stood inside her tiny living room in the house she’d grown up in. A house that used to have more bad memories than good. For her boys the bad memories would be replaced with those of a happy childhood with a mom who loved them.
There wouldn’t be memories of a dad. She wasn’t sorry about that, but then again, sometimes she was.
The walls of the house were no longer paneled. Clint had hung drywall, they’d painted the room pale shell and the woodwork was white now, not the dark brown of her childhood. The old furniture was gone, replaced by something summery and plaid. Gauzy white curtains covered the floor-to-ceiling windows, fluttering in the summer breeze that drifted through the house.
Everything old, everything that held a bad memory, had been taken out, replaced. And yet the memories still returned, of her father drunk, of his rage, and sometimes him in the chair, sleeping the day away.
Adam took up space in the small house, nearly overwhelming it, and her, with his presence. As she waited for his answer to the question about iced tea, he took off his hat and brushed a hand through short but shaggy sandy-brown hair.
“Tea?” He raised a brow and she remembered her question.
“Yes, iced tea.”
“Please. And the phone book?”
“The number for the garage is on my fridge.” She led him down the hall to the kitchen with a wood table in the center of the room.
She loved the room, not just the colors—the pale yellow walls and white cabinets. She loved that her sister-in-law, Willow, had decorated and remodeled it as a way to welcome Jenna home. The room was a homecoming present and a symbol of new beginnings. They had worked on the rest of the house as Jenna recovered.
Jenna poured their tea while Adam dialed the phone. When she turned, he was leaning against the wall, watching her. She set the tea down on the table while he finished his conversation.
“Is it taken care of?” She pulled a first-aid kit from the cabinet over the stove.
“They’ll be out in an hour. They wanted to call the police to write up an accident report.”
Jenna swallowed and waited for him to tell her how he’d responded to that. Accident. She hadn’t really thought about that. Her boys had caused an accident. She pulled out the chair and sat down, stretching her legs.
“I’m so sorry. You really could have been hurt.”
“Your boys could have been hurt.”
She nodded. “I know. The rule is that they don’t go down the drive. They’re usually very good boys.”
“I’m sure they are.” He picked up the glass of tea. “I’m going to need to rent a car.”
“Not around here. And I want to finish talking about the accident report. You’ll need to let them call the county so you can get this covered on your insurance.”
He drained half the glass of tea in one gulp and set it down on the table. “I’ll take care of it.”
“Just like that, you’ll take care of it?” She bit down on her bottom lip, waiting, because it couldn’t be this easy. “My boys caused an accident and major damage to an expensive car.”
“They didn’t really cause the accident. I saw their dog backing into the road….”
“And that caused the wreck. They were holding the leash of the dog that backed into the road.”
“Wow, do you plan on making this difficult?”
“No, I’m just trying to do the right thing.”
“You can give me a ride down to that Godfor—”
She lifted her hand and shook her head to stop him. “Watch your language.”
He shook his head. “Great, another Will.”
“Excuse me?”
“My manager, Will. Did he hire you to keep me in line?”
“Sorry, no, you’re a big boy and you’ll have to keep yourself in line. Now let me put a Band-Aid on your cheek. You’re bleeding.” She motioned to the chair as she stood up and opened the first-aid kit. “Sit.”
“I’m fine.”
“I can’t have you get an infected cut on my watch.”
The boys hurried into the room. They must have heard her mention that he was injured. They were wide-eyed and impressed as they stared at the cut.
“It’s gonna need stitches,” Timmy informed their victim, peering up, studying the wound.
“Do you think so?” Adam asked, reaching to touch the cut.
“Don’t touch it, just sit.” Jenna pointed again to the chair.
He sat down at the kitchen table, giving her easier access to his face. His eyes were closed and when she touched his cheek he flinched.
“That hurts. What are you putting on it, alcohol?” He pulled away from her fingers.
Her fingers stilled over the small cut and he opened his eyes, looking at her. She glanced away. “I’m cleaning it. It doesn’t hurt that bad.”
He looked at the boys. Jenna glanced over her shoulder and smiled at them. They were cringing, twin looks of angst on their suntanned faces.
“It’s really bad,” David whispered.
“Does it need stitches?” Adam asked them, not her. As if they were the authority.
The boys were nodding. “It has a lot of blood.”
Timmy and David stepped closer.
She shook her head. “Don’t listen to them. It won’t even leave a scar.”
She pulled the backing off the Band-Aid with fingers that trembled as she put the adhesive strip in place. She felt like a silly teenager watching the star football player from across the dining room of the local Dairy Bar. She’d never been the girl that those football players dated.
“Finished?” He touched his cheek and pushed the chair back from the table.
“Finished. Now, if you want, I’ll drive you to the camp.”
“That sounds good. I’ll make a call to the rental company and have a car delivered.”
Settled, just like that.
With Adam “Big Mac” Mackenzie behind her, she walked out the back door. As she headed for her truck, she walked slowly, hoping he wouldn’t notice if she stumbled.
But what did it matter? She was who she was. And Adam Mackenzie was passing through.
The boys were climbing into the backseat of her truck squabbling over who sat on what side. She smiled, because that’s who she was, she was Timmy and David’s mom. But as she opened her truck door, she caught Adam Mackenzie’s smile and she was hit hard by the reality that she was more than a mom. She was obviously still a woman.
